Apart from listing goals and expectation for 2021, i would prefer reflecting 2020 more. Who knows it could be a tragedy, a rollercoaster ride for happiness-believer of pia. They said be careful what you wish for. In the beginning of 2020, I wish to be in peace. How to be calm in a busy situation, in a rough situation. I don't list it to be "a 2020 resolution". I don't trust planners, goals. To do list is quite functional for me. Planners and goals ruined me. It feels like a burden to achieve each one of them, no one told me to, but I feel the need to. So, this time, this wish is just spontaneous. It's okay if I didn't achieve that. Little that I know that I was already buying tickets for this roller coaster ride. Thought I have it all during the start. It was easy during the start, but I feel incomplete. Maybe I was, but I learn to appreciate it when everything is gone. Ruining everything, I feel the need of positivity. Shutting out the negativity, despite th