I'm lost in word i can never say
i can never say i love you
i can never say it's hurting me,
when it is. a lot.

i can never hear
those sweet words
when these words are curable
on every pain that's hurting

i can never look into your eyes
and could tell that
it's mine

i can never be jealous
with those person that
stole your heart
i can't even catch your attentions

sometimes i am okay
when you told me u r fine without me
sometimes i am not
i guess you're really fine without me

idk what's hurting me more
thinking you are going to be there
or thinking you are always there

maybe what's never could be true
someday but not now

hate u

dont ask me why i post this

just sad, everyday