C o m p a r e

I always compared myself
Between me and her
My scale of badness
My scale of flaws
My scale of darkness

I wish I wasn't that mad that day
I wish I didn't say sorry
Because she don't even sorry
When she did all things for you

I got insecure with her strength
With her effort for you
I wish i was the only one
So I don't even bother
To compare

Insecurities hurt
Because I'm flawed
I'm scarred
Sometimes i wonder why 
Did u even bother to stay
With so much imperfection on me

She's so confident with the future
I'm so jealous about that. Too.

Don't bother to look at her okay?
Please :(

And if u ever got something to tell,
Just say it okay
I'll be there to listen :)

love ya (eh tak tak) jk jk